You should have tried harder.
When you asked me what happened to me, and I said nothing. You should have asked again. You should have asked what was wrong with me. You should have made me tell you. You should have made me go see a therapist again. You should have tried harder.
Maybe I wouldn’t be this fucked up now.
(Source: ignitesyourbones)
me: should i eat?
voices: are you fucking kidding me? do you really think that you deserve to eat? and anyway, can't you feel the fat all over your body? do you really want to add more to that? you look like a fucking hippopotamus.
me: can i stop exercising? please? i think i might puke soon..
voices: NO! you deserve that pain in your thighs, go on, faster, harder! go look in the mirror, do you really want to stop now? can't you see how your fat jiggles with every move you make? don't you remember the looks of disgust everyone gives you when they see you? you're SO weak
